Here on World Adoption Day I thought I could give you a little update on the little. This summer we spent a week in the hospital to see if Rae would be a candidate for epilepsy surgery. This was scary because, how do you decided to allow your child to have brain surgery. In addition, to the stay in the hospital, there were many scans and testing. As the doctor called it – “million dollar testing”. After all the testing was done, we had to wait for results.
All of Rae’s info for testing was presented before a room of doctors to see if she could have the surgery. There were so many questions. Would we? Would we not? How do you make that decision if it was left to us?
We chose to seek the one who could best help us make the decision – GOD! We put our faith in Him. My prayer was that the decision would be black or white – yes or no – simple. God has gotten us through all the ups and downs of all of Rae’s needs – why would He not be here for this decision.
It was time to meet with the doctors to see what their recommendations where. God came thru – after meeting with her doctor the decision – as hard as it was – it was basically made for us. We said yes to the surgery. Are we happy our daughter has to have surgery, no, but it is the best for her. Is she happy, no, but she knows it will either eliminate or greatly reduce her seizures. The surgery is to help save her brain function and to improve her memory. As she has gotten older, her seizures have increased in amount and frequency. As we discovered, each seizure was actually doing damage to her already damaged brain.
The surgery will be done at Nationwide Children’s Hospital next month. We are nervous, but we have so placed our faith in Christ. Whatever happen, He is sovereign and will get us through it all. Our prayer is that God will be glorified through this.